.....This is what all my friends keep telling me to do. I know they're right because theres nothing I can do to solve the situation and its just getting me down but its not really easy to not think about someone is it?
I still feel annoyed with him, and I dont want to think about him but I really can't help it. What makes it worse is that every friend that I speak to has a different view on the situation and so I convince myself of one thing and then someone says something that contradicts it and Im thinking something else again. Argh!
A friend text me this morning and she said that she'd been speaking to her boyfriend about it all and he said that he doesnt think that J would kiss me the way he did unless he actually liked me. However he also said that this doesnt mean J doesnt like L. Confusing eh?
I just feel like last night he must've been trying to prove a point by not talking to me, to make sure I didnt get the 'wrong idea' about a drunken snog. Orrrrrr he just actually felt awkward too and doesnt know what to do next either?? Except for the fact that boys dont think that way do they?
No, I was right the first time. He knows that he shouldnt have kissed me but because he's a boy he feels the only way to make sure I know where I stand is not to talk to me until I get the idea.
So, now I just need to wait until I get over it. It helps that I think he's a twat now.
Apart from the fact I don't think he's a twat bviously. Well I kind of do but I just don't want to believe it. It means that every conversation we have had hasn't been genuine and that he really has been playing me and I seriously thought that he was a genuinely lovely guy. But then I guess how many genuinely guys are there out there? Not many!
Sorry, I do realise that this is the most boring blog ever. But thats ok because nobody reads it and it does help me to organise my thoughts.
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