Sunday, 3 January 2010

3rd of Jan....still no man gossip!

Ok, I didnt really expect to have found the man of my dreams so early in the year, especially seeing as I've only left the house to go to work but a girl can hope eh?

Saw J at work briefly last night and even that was enough to make me feel a bit fluttery inside. I realise that I sound like a lunatic but its just not that easy to get over someone even when you want to. One of my good friends seems to think that a good way to deal with it will be to just tell him that I like him and then he can give me a straight answer and I can move on. Also he would perhaps stop flirting so much. I really dont think that I can face that conversation though...ewww....cringe!!

Theres a staff night out tonight with work so I'm hoping that will be good. I plan to get dolled up and feel fabulous and enjoy myself. J wont be there as he's working but he's on shift with L :( Anyway, its prob a good thing that neither of them are there as I wont be watching them wherever they are and I can just get on and enjoy my night. That or I'll stand there all night wondering if they'll show up once work has closed. Grr, I hate being a mental female! I'll just enjoy my night for a change eh??

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