Bored

I'm bored of talking about J and thinking about J. I'm sure your bored of hearing about him too.

A friend has just been around and she seems to think that there is something there between us but said that just incase I really need to protect myself from getting hurt and be a bit more chilled about it all and so I'm going to focus on being a sane person again; talking and thinking about him less and then hopefully I'll move on. Especially because I know deep down that I am too good for him.

W, the ex from new year text me last night cos he was out and drunk and wanted to hook up. I couldnt be bothered. He text me already tonight asking if I'm going out for a friends birthday night out and I'm not. I really don't know what his sudden interest is, prior to new year I hadn't heard from him for like 2 months. Anyway, I really can't be bothered to talk about him right now. I want to put my party face on and get ready for work. If I look beautiful on the outside it might help me feel beautiful on the inside.