Back in the game?

So after my hot rendezvous in the park I was feeling a bit like I wanted something more than just dating. And I met someone...someone who lasted a whole 4 weeks, unheard of for me!

I got a message on the dating site asking "would you rather be invisible or invincible" and when I responded I added another would you rather question. And so me and this guy played would you rather for 10 days. It was fun to just play randomly rather than any of the usual hassle of "so...what do you do for fun" stuff and I enjoyed it. However, unsurprisingly there was a point where I could would you rather no more and so I told him that he won. And he asked me out for a coffee.

I didn't even know his name!

After coffee we went for a beer. After beer we went for dinner. One thing led to another and when I was saying good bye to him the next morning I felt like I really liked him.

We saw each other a couple of times a week for like a month but all good things must come to an end and I learnt that we got too serious too quickly. I knew that he had no boyfriend potential and wasn't what I was looking for but I went with it because I liked the idea of having someone.

Now it is stale and I need to tell him. I wish I could've told him two weeks ago but I didn't. I have been a bitch instead and have hoped that if I text and talk to him less he will get the message. I dislike myself for this.

However, I am now back in the world of online dating and hopeful that one day soon I will meet the right guy as I have learnt not to settle for the wrong one.